Saturday, 12 August 2017

Book Review: The Essex Serpent





I'm the worlds worst for choosing books based on a beautiful cover and this one is definitely no exception to that rule. Sarah Perry has crafted an intriguing novel, set in Victorian London and coastal Essex. Upon starting the novel I wasn't really sure what to expect; starting with the background of a widow who arrives in Essex with her sensitive and slightly eccentric child Francis and his Nanny Martha. As a reader you assume that Cora's reasons for moving to Essex are to grieve her husband, however fairly early on in the novel it becomes clear that this is not the case at all. From a modern day perspective, it was obvious that her husband was undeniably rich, judging by the way the family can just relocate without having to find any work but it was also made clear that her husband was abusive but mentally and physically. Cora is an unusual character, she goes against the grain of the average Victorian female as she refuses to conform to the idealisations of her gender, wearing no make up and regularly dressing in men's clothing.

Cora's natural instinct for curiosity is aroused through a London acquaintance making her aware of some bizarre happenings further into Essex, correlating with the title of the novel. The Essex Serpent comes across as a bit of a joke, a superstition of the villagers and something that seemingly drives the vicar into massive bouts of anger, which he eventually does take out on a statue. Cora definitely becomes free after her husband dies, I suppose in terms of Victorian England she's very different to other women, which presumably is why so many of the males in the book find themselves enamoured with her. One of the men who were desperate for her affections was a Doctor, the one who cared for her sick husband before his death. He is described as very intelligent, but facially ugly and unfortunately doesn't hold much to Cora other than companionship. He's incredibly jealous of the life she makes for herself in Essex. Much of the content of the book is voiced through hearsay and the characters thinking and believing things that from a modern day perspective, clearly couldn't be true, or at least are an exaggeration. 

Another aspect of the plot that worked really well was that of Martha and Charles; essentially the rich benefactor that bought his way into caring for the poor families across the streets of London. Charles quite clearly has feelings for Martha and ultimately although she is aware of this and doesn't reciprocate, she enjoys his company purely for the 'greater good', which she believes would eventually help bridge the huge gap between the rich and the poor that was the everyday strife of growing up in Victorian London. There are many themes set about in this novel, including science, superstition, mental illness, sexuality, sexual desire and unrequited love. None of the characters have many redeeming features to them and rarely have a happy ending; the affair between Cora and the Vicar whilst his mentally ill wife is aware is fairly scandalous, regardless of the era, but it was an excellent plot twist.

Overall, this novel was very hard going; in linguistic style it reminded me a lot of Dickens, although I would also argue that it was not only structured better, but delivered better. Although there were many characters spread out amongst the pages, as a reader you were introduced to each one and they were laid out in depth which made them feel far more real than simply letters on a page. Perry writes beautifully, that was clear very early on in the novel and the many themes running through the chapters seamlessly through the extensive characterisation and interweaving love triangles. When I started this book, I really wasn't impressed; it was difficult and definitely the kind of novel that you have to give a lot of time and energy to it before it begins to shape. However, once I read roughly 200 or so pages, I found myself more into it than I had previously realised. I would recommend this novel, but only if you're willing put the time and effort into appreciating it, it's not one for everyone.





Thursday, 10 August 2017

The Harry Potter Tag





Favourite book?


Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban has always been my absolute favourite; I read it when I was very young and I have so many regrets about giving my first editions to my cousins when I was a teenager. I've had to repurchase the whole series. I loved this book because it felt like Harry and his friends suddenly learnt a lot more about Harry's past and the introductions of Sirius and Lupin were great too as they became such strong characters throughout the series. 


Least favourite book?


Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets. That was a hard one as I do love each book, but if I'm honest I want a fan of the Goblet of Fire either, but Chamber of Secrets was the weaker of the two for me; I understand that this book carried a lot of hidden secrets for later on in the book, for example Harry speaking Parseltongue and Riddle's Diary but overall it's not one that stands out for me.


Favourite movie?


Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (I'm going to cheat and say both parts!) because by that point, the special effects were incredible, as well as the acting. It seems bizarre to think how much the main characters had grown compared to the first film. The main reason why I loved these films the most is that they really pulled at the heartstrings; there was so much to celebrate whilst so much to cry for, but it was great to see the final duel. My favourite part is probably the part where Dumbledore and Harry are reunited, or Snape's goodbye.


Least favourite movie?

Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban; words cannot explain how disappointed I was with this film. This film ruined the magic of the book for me; I felt like it was really bad cut and edited to the point that it missed out a lot of key parts, particularly the background of the marauders and also the time turner storyline was very badly explained so...

Favourite quote?


I actually have a few; 'It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live', 'happiness can be found even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light', 'We've all got both light and dark inside us. What matters most is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are' and finally 'It is our choices, Harry, that show who we truly are, far more than our abilities' are some of my favourites. I love how positive and wise these quotes are, they've stuck with me throughout my childhood and into my adulthood.


Favourite Weasley?


This is a really hard choice as the Weasley family are absolutely awesome, but in the books I'd have to say Ginny (but I disliked how the films portrayed, the actress was great but the storylines made her seem like an idiot) but overall I'd have to say Molly and Arthur are legends, in both the books and films. For a family of not a lot of money, they gave a lot in love and gave a family to an orphan without second thoughts.


Favourite female character?


It's definitely a battle between Hermione and Luna; I definitely saw a lot of myself in them both, although admittedly I was more similar to Luna growing up and I love how she is so caring. However, Hermione was the strong female heroine from the start and save Harry and Ron more than they even realised. Without Hermione the trio would have been very different, and of course lacking logic!


Favourite villain?


It's always been Bellatrix for me; she's the epitome of evil and such a great character. Completely insane and so, so terrifying! Helena Bonham Carter captured exactly what I'd imagined inside my head in the films too, she definitely brought the fear factor. Batty Crouch Jr. was a great character too, but he didn't have the skill of Bellatrix. Oh, and I almost forgot Umbridge; now she was a bitch!


Favourite male character?


I have so many it's actually a joke; Hagrid was great, as was Mr Weasley. However my favourite overall is definitely Lupin, as although he had his faults he was a fantastic role model to Harry and the others in many ways and gave a lot of time and energy into Harry, teaching him much more than a subject and magical skills. 


Favourite professor? 


This is hard; I loved McGonagall throughout the series and she was definitely the most protective of the students towards the end of the series, particularly the final few books but I've also always had a soft spot for Snape, whether it was him being an absolute bastard sand enjoying every moment of it, or when he shows his true colours when giving Harry his memories.


Is there a character you felt differently about in the movie?


As I said, I wasn't a fan of the film portrayal of Ginny compared to book Ginny; I feel like the actress was perfect but she wasn't shown as the bad ass witch she was in the later books. The other character I didn't like in the films was the young Lily Potter (mother of Harry) because she simply didn't look right with the brown eyes, although that's also true of Daniel Radcliffe but the blue blended better.

Is there a movie you preferred to the book?

Not as such, although I did enjoy the Chamber of Secrets and Goblet of Fire films more than I enjoyed the books, but that's likely due to the excitement that came from watching them in the cinema dressed up (I was young when they were made, haha!)


If you could remake any of the Harry Potter movies which would it be?


It has to be the Prisoner of Azkaban for me, I was so disappointed by that film in comparison to the book; however I feel like that was partly my high expectations as it was my favourite book of the series.


Which house was your first gut feeling you'd be part of?


Gryffindor!

Which house were you actually sorted into on Pottermore?

I've actually been sorted twice on Pottermore, ages ago when they had quite obvious house questions and then recently when they had more difficult questions; both times I got Gryffindor so I was super excited! I also sorted myself into Thunderbird from the Ilvermony School (basically American Hogwarts ahah)


If you could own one of the three Hallows, which would it be?


This is an easy question for me, it has to be the Invisibility Cloak! I love the idea of being able to hide whenever the need arises.


Is there any aspect of the books you'd want to change?

No; I know many people weren't keen on the final chapter of the Deathly Hallows, but I actually didn't mind it.

Favourite marauder?


This is super hard as it a tough call between Sirius and Remus, but I'm going to go with Padfoot!


If you could bring one character back to life, who would it be?


I'm going to cheat a little and say Lupin and Tonks; little Teddy deserves a family upbringing.


Hallows or Horcuxes?


Hallows, always.




Sunday, 6 August 2017

August Moodboard

Hello again guys! Before we start this post I want to make it clear that none of the images below are owned by me and I am definitely not passing them off as my work or anything like that; I know it's a bit dodgy to name Pinterest as a source, but that is truly where each and every one of them are from. Literally, though searching for 'ear piercings', 'floral tattoos' and 'perfume bottles' was how I found such a diverse set of images. At the moment I'm absolutely loving cute and dainty ear piercings; I myself have a lot of ear piercings but I wouldn't call any of them cute or dainty, but after looking at these images I'm definitely lusting after some new earrings to redecorate my ears with. Similarly, I do have a tattoo but I'm thinking about another and it's likely to be floral but I have no clue of the placement or design so I'm enjoying browsing through scores and scores of images for inspiration. Finally, I've rekindled my love for beautiful perfume bottles; visually my favourite will always be the Daisy range by Marc Jacobs or the stunning female bodies by Jean Paul Gaultier. I'm on a budget for the next few months so I'm enjoying lusting after things and thinking about the kinds of things that I could have if I chose to spend my money in a few months time - fingers crossed! What kinds of things are you loving this month? Let me know in the comments :)








Saturday, 5 August 2017

The Liebster Award Tag





Firstly, a huge thank you to the lovely imwithbeth (click her name to head to her blog, she's honestly one of the most supportive bloggers out there!) Beth actually tagged me in her Liebster Award post over on her blog, which is where I then got the inspiration for this post. I'm so excited to have been tagged in something like this, it's such an amazing thing to be included in; as a new(ish) blogger, I love using social media as a way of getting to know other bloggers. It's also great to read other blogs, there's so much talent and inspiration to be found in this world so it's fantastic to be a part of this community and I think a lot of people don't realise just how much time you spend on all of the different aspects of blogging; the photographs, the writing, the planning, etc. So this tag is the perfect way to commend bloggers for their hard work!


1. Why did you start blogging?

I started blogging mostly so that I could express my creativity. I studied Fine Art and Photography for many years and so I felt like I needed to use my degree in some way. I originally started this blog whilst I was at university, but it was always at the back of my mind until I finished university and was settled in a full time and repetitive job. About a year ago I decided to redesign my whole blog; the photography, the name, the brand overall and I haven't looked back since. I love getting my creativity out and most of all I really like expressing myself and having something that's truly 'mine'. It's really helped my mental health too by getting to know other bloggers and getting involved in the blogging communities. It's such a supportive place and I'm enjoying it; I don't blog to make money, I have a full time job so for me blogging is an enjoyable hobby.

2. What is a quote/motto you live by?

Honestly, there are so many things that I live by, but I guess the most important for me at the moment is 'it's ok not to be ok'. Over the past few weeks I've been really struggling with my mental health and that quote is really helping to remind me that I'm not alone and that I need to talk about it. However, another quote that I absolutely love is 'she believed she could so she did' as it's so empowering and inspiring. It's one of those things that you can apply to all of the different aspects to your life. I truly believe that attempting to think positively has a genuine affect on your mind.

3. If you could visit any place in the world where would it be and why?

I would love to visit Prague in Hungary. If I'm honest I'd love to see so many places around the world, although I do want to explore the many countries of Europe more than anywhere else. For the past couple of years I've wanted to go to Prague and I don't think I'll be disappointed if I ever manage to visit; although if there was only one place I could ever visit it would have to be Poland as I've really fallen in love with that country.

4. Where do you see your blog in 5 years?

I'd like to still be blogging, ideally but I don't want to be blogging as a job. I know that sounds bizarre as there are so many people looking for a career in blogging, but for me personally I like having a regular job (one that I enjoy) and using blogging as a way of finding happiness. I'd like to see myself still documenting my life, at whatever stage of life I'm at in five years. It's mad to think that I'll be 29 in five years! So, if I'm honest I have no idea where my blog will be at in five years!

5. Who is your favourite blogger/influencer?

There are so many bloggers that I've loved over the years, but my favourites are probably Liv Purvis from WhatOliviaDid and Carrie from WishWishWish. They're so naturally beautiful and chic with a penchant for beautiful items and I feel like they have really lovely taste. I must a admit, I'm a sucker for those who blog in London as I grew up in London so I just enjoy seeing new and exciting parts of the city that I never realised existed before.

6. What advice would you give to new bloggers?

I would say don't start blogging to become famous, or to make thousands of pounds as that's so unlikely to happen; there's so many other things to blogging and there is a great community out there. Although it's difficult, it's also important to stop comparing yourself to other bloggers as no two blogs are the same, just like no two people are the same; it's all about individuality and creativity above anything else.

7. What is your biggest fear?

I've got a ridiculous list of things that bother me; I'm not a fan of heights, deep water amongst so many other things. I'm also afraid of having my mental health get worse, of being alone too much. They're all fears that are fairly irrational, but they're terrifying for me all the same and I hate how much some of these fears can literally take over my life at times.

8. What is your favourite tv series?

This is a hard one actually. If you asked me when I was younger it would have definitely been Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Friends, and The Simpsons but I have to admit that currently I'm not massively into watching lots of tv anymore as I prefer YouTube or reading (yes I'm a bit sad like that haha) but if I had to choose then I'm a big fan of Doctor Who, Broadchurch and Outnumbered. 

9. What is your favourite accessory?

I'm a massive jewellery fiend; I literally always have some kind of jewellery somewhere on my body (with 19 piercings that's hardly a surprise) so I always have earrings or rings on, although it's more likely to be earrings. However in terms of fashion accessories my favourite for the summer months would be shoes and in the winter months scarves; if I could live in autumn all year round I would, I absolutely love autumn fashions and accessories.

10. If you could only eat one item of food for the rest of your life what would it be?

Anything with potatoes! I absolutely love any kind of meal that involves potatoes somehow, whether that's chips, hash browns, wedges, jacket potatoes etc. so I'd be pretty happy to live on something that includes that kind of food for the rest of my life as that's more or less what I already do!

11. What can you not live without?

There are so many things I can't live without; in a literal sense, air, food and water but in the sense of luxuries then I couldn't be without my phone, my handbag and also my friends and family; without them I actually don't know what I'd do in terms of my day to day life. As this is a bloggers tag I feel like I should say that I couldn't live without my blog too ;)


Below are the 11 bloggers I have decided to tag with a link to their blogs:



So that leaves me with some questions for the 11 blogs I have tagged:

1. Why did you start blogging?
2. What are your current blogging goals?
3. If money wasn't an issue what would you want to do with your life?
4. Where do you see your blog in 5 years?
5. What would you describe your blogging style (e.g. Lifestyle, Beauty) as and why?
6. What advice would you give to new bloggers?
7. What is your biggest fashion or beauty faux pas?
8. What is your favourite beauty item?
9. What is your favourite form of social media?
10. What tools of the trade would you recommend to new bloggers?
11. Would you ever stop blogging?




Thursday, 3 August 2017

Favourite YouTubers #7

Hello again guys; I've had one of those funny weeks so all of my blog posts have been slightly random, although that's actually how I like blogging, if I'm completely honest. It feels real and it's a genuine reflection of what what I'm like in life. This month I've been watching a lot of Harry Potter related videos, in preparation for visiting the Studio Tour myself next month! Alongside that, I've been getting into vlogs, homeware and beauty videos. I like to watch YouTube when I'm in bed, before I go to sleep so that if I don't fully remember what I've watched, there's always the option to watch it again. YouTube is definitely something that I would be too shy and awkward to talk so confidently to a camera, so I admire those you do. Every month I watch different kinds of videos, rather than the same people or the same kind of video and I think that's what keeps it interesting.




Cherry Wallis

Through searching for the 'Harry Potter Tag', I found Cherry's channel and instantly fell in love with her magically inclined videos; a fabulous range of homeware and lifestyle, whether that's Primark (Harry Potter) clothing, a room tour, beauty hauls and Harry Potter videos including which (replica) horcruxes she owns, her wand collection and an overall Harry Potter collection amongst many others. I like how she collaborates with other Potterheads on occasion and also uploads regular videos such as peeks into her bag and make up tutorials. 



Tessa Netting

Another Potterhead on YouTube, I found Tessa's channel from one of the many Potterhead collaborations in the online world and was hooked fairly quickly; she's best described as both quirky and cool with a little bit of geek (which is not a bad thing at all!) I've been enjoying her hauls and unboxing videos and does post some fantastic reviews, for example the Cursed Child review was not only descriptive, but also fairly neutral; it felt honest and real, a genuine reflection of her feelings about the play. She collaborates with other YouTubers fairly regularly and definitely does her part of charity with her #Luna4Lumos live feeds, so she's one the more selfless people around in this world!



ThoseRosieDays

I have been suscribed to Rosie for a couple of years now and I love how down to earth she is; from baking and make up tutorials, to just general lifestyle and testing videos, she is always a pleasure to watch. She's very bubbly and it feels like she's literally talking to you (as a viewer) like a friend and she does seem really honest; not all of her reviews are positive, which is nice to see. Out of all of her uploads, my personal favourites are definitely her travel vlogs as she visited so many beautiful places and the vlogs literally mad me so desperate to travel the world as soon as possible!



RhiannonAshlee - RhiannonAshleeVlogs

I've been watching Rhiannon's videos for around 5 years or so; she was the first person I ever subscribed and I've loved watching her little family grow. Her vlogs are hugely relaxing and I feel like they're a true representation of her actual life; its not all glitz, glamour and parties. She doesn't edit out a bad day and I like that, its refreshing to see that she's a normal girl. Her little girl is very cute, but I have to admit I can't believe I watched her pregnancy vlogs and now there is a one year old to watch as well as beauty and fashion videos.




JustJodes - JustMoreJodes

I only recently discovered her channel, but Jodie is another YouTuber who I always feel gives anhonest opinion; her videos are quite creative as they're a mix of everything, including beauty, fashion, testing various products and many other avenues. Recently I've been enjoying her vlogs and her homeware hauls, particularly her recent room tour; basically I'm a bit nosy and like getting an intimate look into how other people live. One of the reasons I watch Jodie so often now is because she comes across as super friendly, as well as honest so I feel like I'm not gonna to end up wanting to spend thousands of pounds that I don't have, she's literally so normal and I love that.




Wednesday, 2 August 2017

Snippets of Life: Living with Mental Health




Hello again; you may or may not have noticed that I didn't upload a 'Happy Things' post on Monday of this week. This is literally the first week in 30 weeks that I've skipped that little routine of mine, in all honesty it felt strange. However, it was a decision that I needed to make and therefore a decision that I need to talk about with you all (if anyone is reading this, thank you!) and hopefully this will explain why my blogging has been so random and disorganised recently.

The truth is, that mental health isn't the kind of illness that you can just recover from and forget about; you literally will live with it every day of life from the minute that you realise that the illness is there. It manifests itself at the most difficult of times and it's such a pain, sometimes literally so. For many years I was having panic attacks and not realising that was what they were; only the other day did I have a huge panic attack on the tube. (A huge, heartfelt thank you to the lady who handed me some tissues to clean myself up with, I don't think I said it enough at the time. Little acts of kindness mean everything in those moments). Whenever my mental health starts to rear it's ugly head it's after weeks of success; no panic attacks, minimal anxiety, no depressive thoughts and a good diet. On the flip side, if mental health wants to remind me why it's such a bastard then I get panic attacks, a slight eating disorder, stress, hours upon hours of crying and depression. It's not easy to manage to keep it together to work, but somehow I almost always do.

I don't know why I feel so down. If I'm honest, I shouldn't be feeling so down; I have a job that I enjoy and supportive friends. Sometimes I forget to eat, to blog, to do many things that I would do without even thinking on a regular day. However, the reason for me writing this down and explaining this to you, (whoever you are, wherever you are in the world) is to make it clear that life is never easy and the hardest way is always the best route. That's something I've learnt after many years. It's good to talk, it's ok to not be ok all of the time.

Last week I took a bit of a break from social media because I wasn't feeling my best; I didn't want to get sucked into the idea that everyone apart from me has the perfect life because that's an ideal that's not true. No one in today's society has the perfect life and I'm sure everyone in this world has something to worry and stress about and that's all important to remember. Instagram, Twitter, even blogging; all social media is simply a snippet of a persons life and of course we all show only the best parts of our life. The reason that I've taken the time to be open about my own struggles is that this is a reminder to talk about how mental health makes us feel like shit but ultimately none of us are alone as long as we open up about how we're feeling. Sorry that this was quite a serious post, but it's one I really needed to make. Much love, Rachel xxx




Tuesday, 1 August 2017

Snippets of Life: June/July

Hello guys, I feel like I've been so disorganised with my blog over the last month or so because I was planning to post this towards the end of June and now it's the start of August, I'm such a mess at the moment! (I will be posting why that is in a few days) I do like to post some photographs to do with my life every month and I usually have many photos to choose from, however all of the images below have been taken during June and July and I feel like there's not many; I've definitely had a bit of a dip in creativity in the last month or so. That said, I've been enjoying watching and taking things in outside of a camera; watching the sun rise and set, going for walks along the riverside and just generally living my life outside of a lens. I guess I'm enjoying life for what it is and watching the long summer days before they disappear. Looking through the photos that I've chosen to post, I'm definitely feeling a bit of wanderlust right now, I'm in the mood to see things, absorb knowledge and explore the world, but obviously that needs money so I'll settle for exploring London for now. I had a lovely June and good July, so hopefully August will be even better. I want to focus on my blog mor ethics month, so I'll see you very soon. Take care, love Rachel :)


 

 








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